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results... [Jul. 20th, 2007|07:48 pm]
Susan
when you love someone you make things work no matter how hard things will be...right?
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you dont have to say whats on your mind... [Jul. 11th, 2007|10:23 pm]
Susan
[Current Location |brandons]
[Current Mood |hothot]
[Current Music |94.7]

I havent seriously touched this thing in a long time and tonight it just seemed perfect to get back into the groove of writing and seriously thinking.
My life has changed a lot since the last time ive written in this. I dont even know if anyone even has me on their friends list anymore. Truth...i cant stand myspace anymore and for a long time before anyone even knew about myspace i had one, but now its become dumb and its not really worth my time anymore.
as i sit here at brandons house the only person im thinking about is richie. Weve been dating for two months now and although were moving at a fast pace nothing has ever felt so right to me. if all goes to plan were getting our own place in a couple months and well hopefully stay together for a long time. Before with brandon things never felt like this and yes were beyond serious, but it didnt feel safe and i didnt feel like he was the one.
im happy. hes happy. His friends like me. His parents seem to like me, my family adores him, were perfect.
and you know im in this amazing relationship now and its openned my eyes to see who my true friends are. Ive always heard the term your friends before boys...this time i kind of basically said fuck it and chose the boy. Why!? Because he seemed more there and more worth it than a couple of drama filled girls. you always know when that person comes along ive heard and from the moment that i saw him at elliots party i knew. I knew he was different. It was an instant attraction and after that we basically spent everyday together. Hes my favorite and no one has ever made me feel like happy before. YAY!
other than that...not much has changed. Still working the same job. No raise. Still working my ass off. I have amazing friends who i love to death. i dont know where i would be without tyler. Hes my best friend right now and i just wish he lived closer so we could see each other more than just at work.
a more serious post coming soon. Just had to update everyone on whats going on!

<3
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firsts [Jul. 7th, 2006|06:16 pm]
Susan
[Current Location |work]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |103.3]

Last night i spent all day from 9:30 until 1am filming the "two feathers" video with my cousin as his assistant. The guys were great to work with and omg! I CANT wait until that shit is done. Everyone should go to my myspace and add Marias Arcade. They are amazing!

<3
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Let me touch it... [Jun. 19th, 2006|08:09 pm]
Susan
this is what my weeks have consisted of lately...
getting high at playgrounds
passing pee tests
going out with my girls
letting go of old friends who are stuck in high school
meeting every boy whos name starts with J.
Hanging out with Misty and Haley.
Portland.
JonJOnJOnJonJonJonJonJonjonjonjonjonjonjonjon
working at pendleton
getting hid on at the airport more times than i can count
drinking
let me touch it...hahaha LUCY!
Metting boys with Lucys mom.
Falling on stephanies gravel driveway. ouch.
going to 15th street.
ditching my stalker.
hooking up with a marine.
going to the rose festival.
hanging out with josh and jon.
filling out job applications at the airport.
delivering a huge dog to lucy!
Hooking up with Jon.
Getting drunk with Jon.
throwing up at out of bounce. hahaha.
getting kissed and holding hands even though i threw up...

i like him and i dont want to like him.

I miss Jon. Come back sooner...
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naked pictures [May. 29th, 2006|03:53 am]
Susan
im sitting on lucys bed....camera flash is going off and skin is being showed.

im dead tired.

and ive had one of the most boring nights of my life.

why wont he kiss me already?
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(no subject) [Apr. 13th, 2006|05:20 pm]
Susan
I just dont know anymore...did i ever know?
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because im getting married! [Mar. 15th, 2006|05:30 pm]
Susan
Seattle in a week.

Dinner with Traci on Staurday night.

Kegger, bar hopping, and a house party Friday night. PLUS STEVE!!!

and going to NY in May to see FOB with sammy...knock on wood.

AND also possibly seeing Brand New in B.more. with Sammy. Ohmy...life cant get any better.

<3

It could get worst if we ran into Brandon...but that wont happen.

Sammy...if youre reading this, which i hope you are...what do you say to Brand New? We have to go together.

and Rachel...i called you twice, you must be a busy lady.

<3333
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.im.single. [Feb. 13th, 2006|07:24 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |James Blunt.]

Im fine. Im fine with us not talking. Im fine with you being mad at me because through out all of this i realized that i shouldnt even call you a friend if you dont trust my word over my friends. Seeing that i was the one who dated you and you dont trust me, but yet i spent money i dont have to see you. Why is that? Why was i trying to impress you when you have never done anything for me. You were just a waste of my time and im so angry that it took me so long to see that.

Ive started to write a lot more now and i miss typing in this thing and i miss reading your LJ's, I miss my friends, i miss get togethers, i miss meeting new people at Sharis, I miss smoking, I miss going to shows.

I hope everyone had a good Valentines Day. Im single, but i couldnt be happier, why should we express our love for one person just one day, why not everyday?

Im single and for the first time in a long time im okay with that. I dont need a boy, i dont need Brandon, I dont need Glen.

Im getting my number changed, ill make sure to give it out to those who have my current number...i just feel like a new person and i need to leave a lot of people behind. I know its odd, why get a new number? I guess i dont want him calling me ever again. Like i said, im fine with us never talking again, it ended on the worst note, but things like that sometimes happen. What did we expect?

Its time for me to meet a new boy and to be happy with what ive got in my life. I already wasted to much time on Brandon, Chase, Glen, and so on and so fourth.

Im single and that means going out to parties, drinking, being with my friends, going to bars, going on trips, meeting guys, not worrying about if hes cheating on me or what hes doing at that moment, fuck that shit...im 21...i need to be single right now, i have the rest of my life to be in a serious relationship and experience love.

Im 21...wow. I never thought i would reach 21. Im 21. It feels good to say that.

It felt good to go out this weekend and be with my girls, go to the strip bar, have a ciggerate, stay out until 6am, see Steve, catch up with some of the greatest people ive ever met, meet new friends (shanna), watch movies all day in PJs with my girls, see the ex and not feel any attachment to him, but just sex. Yes, sex...and Brandon thinks i like sex A LOT...its not my fault he lost his libido...there is nothing wrong with sex...its not like i sleep around...and if he thinks i cry to much, its because of him...because he frusterates me so much that he leaves me with no choice but to just cry sometimes.

Im single.

Im happy.

Im 21.

I have great friends.

Great family.

Im a 4.0 student AGAIN.

I dont really have anything to doubt myself on and im not waiting for you...if you call me, youre already to late...im not going to go visit you anymore...you doubted me, you dont trust me...why would i go see you?

Im tired of waiting for someone, i think its time someone waited for me.

<3

PS
James Blunt April 2 or 5th...

FOB, AAR, and FFTL-March something

Take Action Tour-March 31st!

NOW THATS LOVE!
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2005|02:04 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Hi.

<3
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2005|05:26 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |AAR]

GO HERE RIGHT NOW...I promise you might either love it...or hate it. I find it very very interesting.

<3 Please.

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

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HEY RACHEL LOOK! Lalalalalala [Aug. 1st, 2005|05:03 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |AAR-Paper Heart]

RACHEL...Are you still interested in sending me pictures? Ill send them back to you after i am done making copies...if not than cool, but if so AWESOMENESS!

<3

My sister talked to Breanna and apparently she might come down and im thinking maybe you can come down too?

<3
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Move Along [Jul. 31st, 2005|05:14 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |The Matches]

Breanna pointed out that Glen looks like Tyson (FYI:lead singer of AAR)

I never saw it until now.

<3
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YEP! [Jul. 16th, 2005|08:45 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |AAR-Move Along]

WARPED TOURCollapse )
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2005|05:46 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Is it odd that i totally have a big crush on Vince Vaughn???

<3
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I smell weed...damnit! [Jul. 11th, 2005|09:56 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |coldcold]
[Current Music |Blink 182-Always]

Tahahahaha!

Okay...so i havent really updated anything real in a long ass time, maybe because i just dont have much of a life anymore?

I went to Warped Tour on Sunday...Andrew Jordan is an asshole. Haha j/k! Sorry had to write that! He did call Judas (ryan) for me and that was so nice of him. I dont really have a lot to say about warped tour ecxept that i cant wait until the fall when the guys come back.

<3

Glen and i are WONDERFUL...i didnt see him at all this weekend, BUT hes here now so thats fine.

MY MOM SAW GLEN NAKED!!! Hahahaha. SO...Glen came over and he had just gotten off of work and he wanted to take a shower. So he gets in...and i go into the bathroom to brush my teeth and he gets out and my parents had gone to pick up my nephew...WELL hahaha...he opens the door and he has a towel around his waist...ME being Me...hahaha what a weird sentence...as soon as he takes a step out of the door...oh geez i take his towel and not even five seconds later my mom comes up the stairs and hahah nfkusehfiuewhfkjeshf

WOW!

My mom saw MY boyfriend naked as the day he was born! Oh man!

<3

This sucks, i hope i dont hate Bright Eyes when Glen and i break up, thats if we ever do. I ADORE bright eyes and saddly SoCo wont be joining Warped tour due to Andrew. I hope hes doing better. From what i hear hes doing AMAZING!

<3
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2005|08:42 pm]
Susan
RACHEL IVE GOT IT!!! DUH...You DONT have to even think about paying me back because you do my lay outs for me...so i was thinking...if you could possibly do a Bright Eyes lay out for me? PLEASE!?

<3

Ill LOVE YOU FOREVER!
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Dank!!! [Jul. 6th, 2005|06:59 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |indescribableindescribable]
[Current Music |Oasis]

Okay that was a weird update, so heres a better one.

First and for most, im going to rant real quick. SO im driving today and i look over to my right and some guy next to me wont stop staring at me. Its creepy...and i HATE when guys do this, i dont understand the point of it and DONT "Holla" at me...dont. Its not enjoyable...in fact i take that back the ONLY enjoyable part of it is watching you make a fool of yourself.

Second...I miss my friends, come home from college, from wherever the fuck youre at...and come hang out with me!

Third, im not saying that i HATE the friends i have here right now, because i love them to death. Bre, Linz, Jess, Adam, Mike, and so on and so fourth.

I think im a bad girlfriend...but then i think about how Glen told me i was his piece of crap and that makes me feel better. Hahahaha...it was all worded wrong! Haha!

I CANT wait for Sunday...If i am lucky ill get to see Ryan and the rest of the MBR boys again. I know wa to much about there lives...i hate it.

I MISS talking to Sammy, but i know shes doing great and thats all i care about. IF YOURE reading this Sammy...so whats up with the whole Brand New thing? I doubt you are.

Glen and I have been dating for a little less then two months, but it feels like weve been married for 4382649783 years.

PS
If any of you live in the Vancouver area go to Petsmart and say hi to Jon. Hahaha...what a gorgeous boy he is. Think Jesse Lacey.
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2005|06:36 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |The Matches]

I LOVE THE MATCHES! <3

By the way im going to Warped Tour Sunday with Kaela and im so excitied! <3

Who will we see?

Transplants
Billy Idol
Fall Out Boy
My Chemical Romance*
The Offspring
Strung Out
Relient K
Dropkick Murphys
Thrice*
Mest
The Starting Line
Senses Fail
MXPX
All-American Rejects*
Avenged Sevenfold
Matchbook Romance*
Atreyu
No Use For A Name
Silverstein
Hawthorne Heights
Reggie & the Full Effect
The Unseen
Rufio
The Explosion
The Bled
Underoath*
ASG
Valient Thorr
Riverboat Gamblers
The Matches*
Hidden in Plain View
Halifax
Gym Class Heroes
Horrorpops
Bedouin Soundclash
Strike Anywhere
The Look
Thirty3
Love Equals Death
The Thornbirds
Grave For The Fireflies
Off Track
Kaddisfly
Waking Ashland
The Escaped
Waiting For Darryl
Wicked Wisdom
Emery
Boys Night Out
Hopesfall
Yesterday's Rising
FFTL*
Armor For Sleep
Greeley Estates
This Providence
My American Heart
Kane Hodder
Big D & The Kids Table
Bleed The Dream
Monty's Fan Club
Opiate For the Masses
Suburban Legends
Josh Martinez and Sleep are the Chicharones
OneBeLo
Eternia
2 Mex
Awol One
Breathless
Hangar 18
Braille (lightheaded)
GreySkul
Lordz of Brooklyn
The Nillaz
Fivespeed
Brother Reade
Supreeme



Happy 20th Birthday Kaela!!! <3

Okay i think thats it <3

ANYONE else want to go to Warped?
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|08:39 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |The Matches]

4th of July is overrated.

My sisters b-day is on Sunday and i have NO CLUE what to get her.

I cant wait to go back to school...but it sucks because i dont know what i want to go back for, but i dont want to sit in a classroom all day. Beauty school is my best bet and its not like i DONT like to do hair and what not. I LOVE THAT STUFF! <3

Glen and I got into our first major fight yesterday.

ADAM STOP CALLING ME AT 3:30AM EVERY MORNING JUST TO ASK ME WHATS GOING ON!?

PS
I saw "him"...he looks good. WAY to good...this sucks ass.

<3

I miss you guys.
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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2005|11:22 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

I love my boyfriend, but he just doesnt understand sometimes.



One of the worst days today...starting this morning when i puked, then by mid afternoon my fingers were going to fall off from sanding so long, then by the time i got home i got in a fight with my dad and to top it off i miss glen...so much! He better get here soon.

<3
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2005|06:45 pm]
Susan
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v32/bluotterpop@comcast.net/Nasty%20girl/BPnaked5.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v32/bluotterpop@comcast.net/Nasty%20girl/BPnaked4.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v32/bluotterpop@comcast.net/Nasty%20girl/BPnaked3.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v32/bluotterpop@comcast.net/Nasty%20girl/BPnaked2.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v32/bluotterpop@comcast.net/Nasty%20girl/BPnaked1.jpg
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short and sweet. [Jun. 21st, 2005|07:58 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Dashboard]

I need SERIOUS advice. So for those of you who know me pretty well you all know my relationship with adam, well...i thought he was out of my life for good and i moved on and now im with Glen. Happy...i adore him. THEN yesterday i hear from Adam...tell me what to do. Please? All these emotions and feelings just came running back and i just dont know what to do. This sucks ass.

<3
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skhfdlusdfbdashfkdsf [Jun. 20th, 2005|05:45 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |soresore]
[Current Music |the matches]

I AM ALIVE! Its been a crazy past month.

WOW!

I wont make this a long entry...but i will say this...

I adore my boyfriend sosososososo much. Work is grand. My sister and Michael are moving out at the end of this week and taking the baby (damn) haha, my cell phone is turned back on, i got my hair done, i got cool new furniture, i miss talking to Rachel, I miss talking to EVERYONE, i miss Krissy's hot pictures, Warped Tour will be AWESOME this year!, i watched more movies in the past month then i probably will ever see for the rest of my life, Stephanie and i are BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!, Almost Famous is STILL my favorite movie, I got asked out by a 30 year old guy at work, I got my boyfriend fired, and for the first time in a LONG ASS TIME i am really realy happy...and oh yeah the best news ever is...

ADAM isnt MIA anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

I just cried for like ever when i heard from him. I do love him so much.

<3

PS
I am sosososo sore right now...but its a GREAT sore.
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I want to stay. [May. 28th, 2005|01:25 am]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

For some odd odd reason Glen likes to sing Bright Eyes to me...i dont mind.

<3

I dont care if he doesnt sound amazing...i think its so cute/funny!
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Hmm [May. 25th, 2005|04:33 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Glen and I got in a fight yesterday because hes been looking for a roomate and his ex girlfriend offered him to move in with her. YEAH...hello im SOOOSOSOSOSO not going to have that. He called me his gf...it was weird...i dont know if i want that. Sorry Glen. I adore him, but i just dont think i want it or maybe im scared? Anyways...we got in this stupid fight, but were better now. THEN today at work he saw that i was going towards the lockers and theres this coed bathroom by them and he pulled me in and WE GOT CAUGHT! WTF!? Hahaha. WE WERENT DOING ANYTHING BAD!!!

<3

In other news...im really enjoying talking to this person lately. Its a breath of fresh air...i havent had a decent conversation for a while...and its not like they are in depth conversations...maybe they will turn to that soon. I just need to know that someone out there will listen sometimes. Glen does that for me and i know he adores me, but he has his flaws...so its been nice being able to talk to this new person.

UmmUmmUmm I love Miss Breanna <3

Anyways...does anyone read this thing anymore?

xoxoxo
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hdcfgstjfhjbkj [May. 24th, 2005|06:52 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |bouncybouncy]
[Current Music |Eisley]

Wow...its been that kind of day.

Went to work at 5am this morning and i just got home at 6ish.

After work i went to go see my new bedding stuff and hahahaha omfg the guys that worked there were so awesome! Eh, i need to go back Friday to finalize everything. <3

Umm Glen and I are happy and i adore him to death and i dont know a lot of things yet, but hes amazing.

Umm i hope Stephanie calls me back soon because i have major guy things to deal with.

<3

I miss Michael...
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No future for YOU! [May. 19th, 2005|04:59 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |Sex Pistols-God Save the Queen]

"If you HAD to eat a part of the human body, what part would it be?"-Me
"The penis, because its like a hot dog"-Lisa

Hahahahaha

A couple days ago...
Lisa and I were sitting about 10 feet away from John and i didnt think his name was actually John...so she started screaming JOHN! JOHN! and he looked and she goes "oh...that is his name" Hahaha WTF!?

THEN i was asking everyones age and John was at the end and what happens after he says hes 21...oh yeah RAY goes "YOU WENT DOWN THE WHOLE LINE JUST TO FIND OUT HIS AGE!"

OHMIGOD I think John turned more red then i did. We got so embarassed.

<3

Umm i worked about 11 hours today and yes i am VERY tired. Two hours early this morning and then right before we left they had us stay a half hour late...AND then they tell us we have to come in an hour EARLY tomorrow...blah blah blah! I so deserve to be spoiled by myself this weekend or maybe Glen?

BTW I dont know if Glen and i will ever date...i like how we are now, but i know eventually ill want more. GOD hes cute!

<333333333333
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|05:11 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Blink]

glen and i hung out last night. I adore him <3

I was watching the new Britney Spears show, but that got soooosososososo annoying fast so he called me and asked if i wanted to chill for a few and watch a movie. SO he came over and watched Saw with me.

We ended up falling a sleep on my bed and it wasnt until Stephanie texted me that i woke up and told him to text her back and from then on if anyone called or texted me he could say anything he wanted back to them. Hahahaha...BIG MISTAKE!

Umm what else...

I have to be at work by 4:45. This i am pissed about...which means i have to be up and ready to go by 4:20. Blah...i hate this so much.

Okay im over this.
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Do it! [May. 12th, 2005|08:39 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |AFI]

The Rules.

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."

2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.

3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.

4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.

5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

<3
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2005|05:33 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
[Current Music |Rufio]

Umm i was taken o na tour of the entire place where i work today just to find Glen...if thats even his name?

Hahahaha.

<3

Life is weird.

Ryan DePaolo is the BIGGEST dork ive met in a long time...hahaha.
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2005|05:26 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |MBR]

Its been a nice couple days...got to talk to Anthony today after work for a bit. Bleh, i missed Glen again today. So not cool.

I dont really have much to say. OOH i talked to Stephanie for a bit and that was nice...its good to know how shes doing.

OMG...
"RYAN NO!"
"No, its okay im not a virgin"
"I AM!"
"Ooh...this should be good"
"WTF!?"
"What? Just stay still it wont bite!"
"Yes it will!"

Hahahahahahahahaha....omfg. Yeah i had to post that for Bre. Love that girl...only she'll understand that.

I got to take a nap with this gorgeous boy yesterday...hahaCollapse )
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2005|12:44 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we... were dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it and,
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable, all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit, just a little bit,
You would kill for this...
Sing like you think no ones listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit, just a little bit,
You would, (you would)...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,

We're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost,
Our whole lives laid out,
Right in front of us,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit, just a little bit,
You would, you would,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit, just a little bit,
You would...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything
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*EDIT* [May. 1st, 2005|07:45 am]
Susan
[Current Mood |restlesslet down/up-set]
[Current Music |Queen]

I think im annoyed with the entire world right now...i need to take a small road trip. Whos with me?

<3

Edit: How do you erase someone from your mind that youve had strong feelings for, for almost two years? I guess the real question is...how do you erase someone that you got over already a long time ago, but with one simple phone call he ruined that and now you honestly cant get him out of your mind. Im going crazy, but hes bad news and yet i cant say no to him whatsoever...whats my deal? At this point i want to kill myself because of him.

</3
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2005|03:46 pm]
Susan
Im going to kill myself.
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(no subject) [Apr. 16th, 2005|06:00 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |crankycranky]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Adam has gone MIA.

</3
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<3 [Apr. 14th, 2005|05:33 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |thankfulthankful]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes-First Day of my Life]

Yep...its offical. Im going to marry him...i know i am.

<3

I LOVE him...i'd do anything for him...ANYTHING!
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2005|05:08 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |coldcold]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Im not spoiled.
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2005|01:59 pm]
Susan
Wow...so yeah i def. dont miss THIS at all.
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Im just a fool for you [Mar. 20th, 2005|01:33 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[Current Music |Underoath]

Bleh...i didnt get to bed until about 5am last night...or wait i believe it was 6am now that i think about it. Michael and i stayed up and talked for hours on the phone and right about the time of 5am my sister and michael came home and hahaha they were shit faced!!! Ive never seen michael drunk, so it was great seeing that. I guess they went to a strip club and btw i went to a strip club before my sister did...weird.

Anyways, the computer is still broken and it sucks major ass.

I guess i should inform you guys that im seeing this guy and even though we havent seen much of each other in a few days because curtain people wont let us be...i just want you guys to know that he isntw ho you think he is...so fuck off and im sure for those of you who are like majorly obsessed over him youll be glad to hear thgat his friends DONT like me...so yeah go for it you stalkers!

</3 So broken hearted...i just dont know what to do anymore. OH AND BY THE WAY IF YOURE A GUY AND YOUR READING THIS, DONT EVER EVER EVER fuck around with a girls feelings and then just drop her, because its not okay...it never will be okay. I dont know what makes you think its okay, but its not. And youre an asshole...especially if you do it to a friend of mine...not cool...and i know some guys do read this...so just know that if you ever decide to give a girl your so called life for a few months and then just not talk to her without giving her a reason...that has to be the most fucked of thing in the world. Fucker.
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Im sooo cool....NOT! [Mar. 15th, 2005|11:12 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

Saw Jon today at Target...haha i was in the make up isle and i hear someone drop there keys and i look up and he comes towards me and was like "dont you just hate when you drop your keys" hahaha what a dork. Well...we hugged, he said i looked really cute, that he liked my hair and makeup...which kind of made my day. Then he said i love you and bye! haha that boy is so sweet! <3

What else made my day? Having some guy want me...like hes like in aww of me...its kind of scary but flattering at the same time. Haha...oh well!

<3

My internet is broken...i got an internet virus, so i wont be on...SOOO EVERYONE SHOULD CALL ME!!!

I love you guys!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

SAMMY YOU NEVER ANSWER YOUR PHONE!!!!!!!!
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This is what makes him feel alive... [Mar. 14th, 2005|01:07 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |Underoath]

She needs to hear shes beautiful.

</3 He broke my heart again this time
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Naked 14 year old boys!? [Mar. 11th, 2005|11:03 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |confusedsljhfuhbdsmn]
[Current Music |MBR]

Weirdest thing...so my friend and i are watching a movie in my room and we hear some kids being really loud, so he wants to yell out the window...so we open it and whos outside?

Hahahahaha

THREE


NAKED


14 YEAR OLDS!!!

JOGGING

DOWN THE STREET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!?

Hahahahaha...Omg, we didnt know what to say or do...we kind of just started even though it was so wrong and just kind of laughed.

WEIRDEST THING IVE SEEN ALL NIGHT!!!

Scratch that...ALL WEEK!
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Lets get high on art supplies [Mar. 10th, 2005|05:44 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |devious]
[Current Music |The Matches]

New Car

New Ipod

Trip To New York and Ca.

Nights with friends

Lunch with old friends that i miss so much!

New job

Life is pretty good...

<3
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Random [Mar. 7th, 2005|10:44 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |artisticartistic]
[Current Music |Senses Fall-Bloody Romance]

Okay so i did that LJ/Myspace thing and i got like 7 weird phone calls today. And i have NO clue who it was...but thanks for calling it was awesome to listen to your guys' messages. <3

Krissy im putting your b-day card in the mail in the next couple days...im the worst with sending mail. haha, but you will get it!

Have i told you guys how much i LOVE my car!!! <333

In other news...HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHAEL COREY FADDIS

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Thats all i have.

<3
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The best thing i can think to do right now is leave it alone... [Mar. 2nd, 2005|12:23 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |thankfulthankful]
[Current Music |SoCo-I wont make you]

Im totally going through yet an other Something Corporate phase...i love these guys. If you guys havent bought one of their cd's yet, im telling you to go out RIGHT NOW and buy any of them....they are all great! Im really bum that i didnt get to see them this time around in concert. They only went to Spokane...or something like that. LAME! Anyways...just wanted to tell you guys that!
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hmm [Feb. 28th, 2005|12:45 am]
Susan
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[Current Music |Taking Back Sunday-Little Devotional]

Heres a thought...FUCK OFF!

<3
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<3 [Feb. 18th, 2005|11:38 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |Mr. Brightside-The Killers]

"sometimes i wish that i was a bong hit. you'd let me in and you would love every minute. and tell the room the things i did to you"
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Things i love! Maybe youre NOT on the list... [Feb. 18th, 2005|01:20 am]
Susan
[Current Mood |dorkydorky]
[Current Music |Sugarcult]

-Pink
-Pictures
-New Friends
-Myspace
-SHOPPING!!!
-Road Trips
-In N'Out
-Family
-Movies
-Driving
-Blasting music
-Cereal
-Getting Paid
-Chase Landers
-Stephanie
-London
-MBR
-The Perks
-Mix Cd's
-Urban
-Best friends
-Jude Law
-Everyday Music
-Borders
-Powell's
-Reading
-Cosmopolitan
-Making Out
-Cameron <3
-Late night phone calls
-New shoes
-AWESOME voicemails
-Writing
-Boys that can get it up
-Piercings
-Kissing
-Drinking
-Being Careless
-Shows
-Lotion
-Guitar playing boys with glasses and lip piercings
-Rachel (my big sister)
-My new nephew
-and new cd's!
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SO CUTE! [Feb. 2nd, 2005|09:49 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Ryans band]



<3
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Yah...Rachel this is for you [Jan. 26th, 2005|10:57 pm]
Susan
[Current Mood |bouncybouncy]
[Current Music |Green Day]



<3

Hope you enjoyed rachel because he wont be at the shower...but since youre staying here, youll get to play with him...youll be his second favorite aunt...IM FIRST! Duh!? haha

<333
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